I AM NOT PERFECT

NOBODY is PERFECT and Nobody deserves to be Perfect.

Nobody has it easy, EVERYBODY has issues.

You NEVER know what people are going through.

So, Pause before you start judging, criticizing or mocking others.

EVERYBODY IS FIGHTING THEIR OWN UNIQUE WAR.

I AM NOT PERFECT, BUT I NEED FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO ALWAYS SUPPORT ME IN WHATEVER THINGS THAT I DID~

Friend to LET GO!

Losing's friend is not something you wanna brag about~
It's not something to be proud at~
It's humiliating instead!
Because, It's like you have fail to hold in a relationship.

It's soo sad to lose a friend because friendship is not something that you can create in the blink of eye~ It's not the things that can be easily created. It need TIME,SPACE.. especially to someone like Me - I'm kind of Hard to make friend -

Usually, when someone saw me, their first Impression would be.... "She's seems snobbish", "I don't think she can be a good friend", "She must choose her own buddy", "Royalty can't be friend with me..". That's the impressions that even my own buddy thought when they saw me at the first time... Really? Till I kept the fact that my name is RAJA PUTERI NURUL ADIBAH BINTI RAJA AHMAD. Dangerous isn't?

That's why, I'm really appreciate everyone that close to me, people around me - Once I know, I love.. Once I love, Hard for me to let go -

And, It's really hard to let go of someone that means a lot to us,, Friend~ It do hard~ !!

But, what can I do if that person trying to loosen their hand of me?
Can I just hold'in it tightly even if they not willing to stay??

Of course, the best decision is.... To Let it Go~

I've try my very best... It's their choice...

For me, Friend is one of the most important someone to me besides ALLAH and my parents which I trust most and shares everything..
They will be the place where we LEAN on each other, SHARING our SAD and HAPPY moment -My Diary- Person that I TRUST, one that I'm willing to SACRIFICE because I know, It's worthy..

But still, why they still leaves me?
I don't understand~
What did I do Wrong?
Tell me so that I can CHANGE~
I'm SORRY if I'm wrong~
....Soo SORRY....

I NEED YOU

I MISS YOU... I LOVE YOU...

I MISS YOU... I LOVE YOU...



Inilah sebahagian daripada ayat yang sering dituturkan mareka yang sedang ‘mabuk cinta’ …
‘CINTA’… Ia memang mudah diungkapkan ,, tetapi , adakah kita semua jelas & memahami akan makna sebaliknya ?

CINTA sebenarnya adalah ‘MAHABBAH’ yang bermaksud perasaan kasih sayang yang sukar diterjemahkan . Cinta merupakan satu gelodak rasa dan emosi yang lahir daripada hati nurani yang luhur & suci , tidak boleh dipaksa serta dibeli degan wang ringgit .

Dalam tasawuf ‘ MAHABBAH’ bererti patuh kepada ALLAH & membenci perbuatan yang menyalahi perintah-Nya.Tentang cinta-menyintai ini , ALLAH berfirman dalam Al-Quran yang bermaksud..

“ ALLAH akan mendatangkan satu kaum yang ALLAH cintai mereka & mereka pun mencintai-Nya..” ( Surah Al-Maidah , Ayat 54 )

“ Jika kamu benar2 mencintai ALLAH , ikutilah Aku , nescaya Aku akan mengasihi & mengampuni dosamu .. ” ( Surah Al-Imran , Ayat 31 )

Ternyata , walau macammana sekalipun , Cinta kpd ALLAH sepatutnya didahulukan . Ini kerana , Apabila kita mengetahui hakikat ketuhanan yang sebenarnya . InsyaALLAH , kita akan dapat membezakan yang mana Intan & yang mana Kaca .

Falsafah ada mengatakan ‘ Cinta diri sendiri , sebelum memberi Cinta kepada Orang lain ‘

Secara jujur , seorang lelaki yang sememangnya jatuh Cinta kepada seorang perempuan yang diminati akan menunjukkan sikap , sifat setia , penampilan yang menyakinkan kepada insan yang dicintai … Tetapi berhati-hatilah , kerana daripada sikap yang penuh sopan itu , kekadang penuh dengan Kepura-puraan ….

CINTAILAH ALLAH MELEBIHI SEGALA-GALANYA KERANA CINTA YANG ABADI & HAKIKI PASTI AKAN BERBALAS DENGAN NIKMAT YANG TIDAK TERHINGGA